The Living Death

Another oldie I wrote and recently ripped the page out of an old notebook...from 12/1/2002.

I'm typing & posting right away without any fear of what it says because I have no idea.

LJB
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Frail, old, weak, peaceful. Letting go of time, space & light. Go to the white light, but it's not time yet - there is still so much to do - so much more love to give and share. Breathe. Slow & steady - slowing down - peaceful. Pain - not much, but some. Mostly peace - remembering - longing to do it over - to be in those special moments one more time. No regrets - all mental strain is gone - just peace. Steady, slow - peaceful. Relax - see the spirits - go to your loved ones from them - love - peace - completion. The circle is complete, time to release and be reborn - the soul will live on and be reborn - more, new, different experiences. Sleepy - very tired - lazy - peaceful. Slow tears, a few drops - missing those I leave behind, but knowing that my spirit will be able to be with them and my light & love will surround them always. Light - peace - completion - breathe - slow, steady, slower, eyes closed - breathe - light - inner - go to the light - breathe. Dark.